What happens when for instance you’re asked [as a favour] to do something that’s completely out of your radar?! Something you’d ordinarily not think about, that’s completely out of your comfort zone?! Even after several attempts at pondering,it just doesn’t seem to come through. Not because you’ve had some sorta background knowledge [that’s totally out of it, there’s no knowledge whatsoever, only fragments of ideas here and there and what the society says], buh because you’ll rather not dwell on unpleasant things like this. You really wanna do this and not upset the person that has asked the favour or give a wrong impression but it’s not coming. You’re torn between doing this thing for the person and not doing it just because.
This my friends is my dilemma.